20!!!!! OH MY!

OH MY!! Right in this moment - well not exactly now but a few moments before starting to write this post- I'm hiding my face behind both of my hands. "Oh my" are the two words I can't stop repeating in my head because in one minute (yes! Right now it's the 19th of October, time 23:59) I'm turning 20 TWENTY TWENTY TWENTYYYYYY! o.0

I've got a lot of mixed feelings in this moment: I'm happy because my new three crazy and lovely roommates that I'm with, stayed up till now just to jump in my room and shout at might night the traditional "Happy Birthday" song for me when they usually are already snoring in bed! If only you could see the huge smile crossing my face now! :D I can't be more grateful for this little gesture ♥  

At the same time when I think about the fact that I just turned twenty and that my teenage life is over . . . WOW! I can't believe it! Ahaha!! I can start laughing hysterically because the fact that when you turn 20 you are officially in adulthood! I don't know, it's like everyone, from now on will treat you in a different way. I really don't know what I'm saying I guess it's just that I get a tiny bit scared thinking of the future from now on and I'll repeat FROM NOW THAT I'M 20!! 

I have so many things that I want to achieve, that I want to explore, know, do, go... a lot of things and as I said before I'm happy, scared, nervous....think of and emotion and I'm feeling it! 

I guess this is the magic of being young, of being TWENTY NOW!

THANK YOU EVERYONE IN MY LIFE FOR GIVING ME ALL THE LOVE AND THE STRENGTH! THANK YOU TO EVERY SINGLE HUMAN BEING THAT I GOT TO KNOW IN THIS 20 YEARS, FOR TALKING TO ME AND GOT TO KNOW ME AND MADE ME THE PERSON I'M TODAY! AND FINALLY BUT NOT LEAST THANK YOU MAMMA (mom) AND PAPÀ (dad) FOR GIVING ME LIFE! 

I hope to keep on living happily like I did always in this 20 years of living! THANK YOU TO ALL THE BIRTHDAY WISHES! 

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T H A I L A N D: Day 3

Hello there! How have you guys been? I know, it has been a long time since the last time I posted something but here a series of new photos from my trip to Bangkok :) 

The third day, I have to be honest, was the most beautiful day! We got to see one of the most amazing things in Thailand that is the stunning GRAND PALACE! The pic above is just a little sneak peek of the beauty of that place; it doesn't even show a third...what am I saying?  Not even one-eighth of its glory! I'm not kidding! 

There was just one strange thing, at least for me was strange and funny at the same time. When we went there I was wearing a cute and colorful dress without knowing that short things or anything that shows too much skin is banned! There's a logical reason for this and that's apart from the palace you even find the temple and so buddhist monks still live there!

Apparently I was the only one that did the same mistake because there's an official office that the guards send you to file up a documents and lends you a shirt and, if needed for the girls a long cloth as a skirt and for the boys a pair of typical thai baggy trousers…as you can see in the pics below :)

Guess what we did at night? Yes the usual and must walk in one of the many night markets existing in Bangkok for some gooood shopping or food sold there. Sooo relaxing and nice :)

There's something that I've been waiting to see and that is pretty disgusting for the European and I'm sure to many other people from all over the world but at the same time very fascinating. 

FINALLYY! I saw one of the most iconic and strange things of Asia… the famous fried insects! We were not able to go to see the market that sell all of those strange thing but we found a vendor that sold fried worms and grasshoppers. Yuck! :P :)

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sad days :'[

I'm sorry! I didn't post anything for a really looong time! And a lot has been gone on this past one or two months! Happy and bad as well :'(

The happy thing...I'll talk about it in the next post but today I want to write about the very bad thing that hit our family...my dear nanda (nanda= in srilankan is aunty) DIED! She was my dad's big sister  and I had to tell him that his sister passed away all of a sudden! 

And what do you say in this occasions?? "I'm sorry"?! But sorry for what?? 

NO! This is not what do I feel! I felt sad, frustrated and guilty because I couldn't see her for 3 years and I think the worst thing to be a srilankan born and raise in Italy or in any other country that is not Sri Lanka, is that in occasions like this we can't just take a car for a 30 minutes ride and go see them! No!! We have to buy a 700-900 € ticket and then after 10-14 hours of flight we get there!! But it's anyways sad because you don't go there for an holiday but just for a funeral of a very loved person!! And...I know I kept telling this but it's sad...R.E.A.L.L.Y SAD! 

I know this is life: born, grow up, built a family, create great memories with all the people that you really really love but with just a thing called "death"...the people that you create memories with are...distorted inside with all the sadness of the world! 

I can tell all this because I saw it in my dad's eyes! He is a chef and now here in Italy is high summer season so he couldn't just leave the work place for a few days 'course otherwise he would lose the job! No...he wouldn't :) but...you know...is not fun not having a chef in a kitchen in high season! 

So yeah...what could we do? Nothing...I think it's just...L.I.F.E! Now the important thing is not thinking about the bad things but let's just think how MUCH YOU LOVED (and still love) even if I couldn't show it every time! 

So what I want to tell at the end is...to the people that you think are important show them THE UNCONDITIONAL LOVE THAT YOU FEEL FOR THEM...ALWAYS! 

Yes...that's all I guess! Just for the last time...I'LL MISS YOU NANDA! <3 <3 :)

Oh shoot! I wish I had a beautiful picture of her right now!! 

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I'm noot ;)

dad's new hair style!

Hi everyone! Well, this----------------> what happened on tuesday! :) 

This man is my "Papà" (is how you tell dad in italian) his name is Upali and his off days are only tuesday. You may ask yourself what's his job...right? Even if you don't :) I'll tell you...he is a chef and maybe  that's the reason why I LOOOVE FOOOD! For real...I couldn't live without food! I know :( I've got an addiction...and my body proves it ;D

Anyway, I usually go out with my dad because it's the only day that I can hang out with him everywhere and this week we went grocery shopping, to the bank and window shopping in some shopping malls.             

Then we went to this place called 'Flover' and you can find any thing for the garden and I saw this little tree...and I thought "mmm...just like a wig" and this what happened at the end...ahaahahaha! He was hilarious!

How I told you guys before, we went to a shopping mall and he bought me a new nail polish...so freaking beautifuuuul!

beautiful

THIS...IS...NOT...ANOTHER ADDICTION! :o

mmmm...oh gosh! I'm addicted to this too! :'( Ah! Who cares :D I'll show you one day my small collection of nail polishes.

cray cray!

OMG... SCHOOL IS FIIINIIIISH!! Yaaaee...let's shout all together a loud "Yeees! It's oveer!". :) Yes I know...I'm a bit excited 'cause my summer has finally started and it's not raining anymore here in Italy. But who knows, till three days ago it was heavily raining :( Oh snap! The sun has already gone! Nuuuuuu D:

Ok...do you guys want to know why this week can be called the craziest week that I ever had?! Let's start from:

Monday... well, my crazy week began exactly on monday (obviously)! At which time? At my P.E. TIME! That is around eleven or at ten to eleven (?!) :) What exactly happened? Well, in my class there are 18 boys and only 2 girls (one out of two is me!) so during our P.E. lesson we almost play like animals and that day we were playing handball.

Guess what happened :/ that little stupid handball came toward me and I tried to catch it and...you know when you are pulling a rubber band and that suddenly breaks making a 'sciak' sound?? That is exactly what I felt! Without the 'sciak' sound :) :'(

I felt like dying! At first I couldn't move my hand and I was laughing like crazy because it hurt so bad that I couldn't cry...ahaaah I know it's insane! 

What happened is that my left hand's middle-finger smashed!

At night my finger was like this

a peachy/orangeyone  and a pearl one

 Tuesday... well, I woke up and my finger was still hurting but I thought "whateveeer"! and after school I went with my bestfriend for shopping but the only thing that I bought were two nail polishes.

But at home around 7pm my finger was a crooked cucumber and the hand was blue! 

So my dad took me to the hospital aaaand after THREE HOURS ( :O ) they took me inside and after a x-ray they told me that a piece of my bone came off...or something like that...and broke! IT'S MY FIRST TIME EVER WITH SOMETHING BROKEN!

 Wednesday... I didn't go to school 'cause I had to go with the group of guys that are going to Tanzania for volunteer service to get the injections that we all need for that journey! Snaap! I had to get 3 injections and at home I couldn't walk and couldn't move my left arm! D:

Thursday... nothing special happened. Just argued a bit with my mom...as always...but at the end of the story she is really my bestfriend :D <3

Friday... another school year comes to an end!! And like every year in my high school there was a talent show with people dancing hip hop or ballet and people singing and it was really crazy...as always in my school :D 

and then after school I went for the first time at a sushi restaurant with my friends, before all of us are going everywhere in the world for the summer without seen each others everyday! :( :)

I LOVE FOOOOOOOOOOD!!

Saturday... ops, MY SUMMER VACATIONS has starteeed!! My school was one of the only to end on friday while some of my friends that go to different high schools in Verona are still...at school! ihihi...That's life! :D Anyways I slept sooo much and at night I went to a theatrical play...my bestfriend invited me to go with her and I accepted because her mom was on stage!

My makeup of the night was like this

I LOVE MAKEUUUUUUUUUP TOOO!

I love to put makeup on and when I go out for birthday parties or for any special occasion. I don't know why but been dressed well with a beautiful makeup on and with all the 

accessories on makes me feel so happy and very beautiful! aah...I konw...girly thinks! :D

 

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